My older brother just tweeted me (how modern)

Mon, 20 May 2013 16:25:56 -0400

to tell me he was ‘in the building’ meaning he’s at my house. So I tweeted back saying ‘not in the mood to talk to you’. I’m gonna give it 5 minutes before he’s in my room annoying me/making sure I’m okay.
I just wanna build a little den out of pillows and hide in it. No one should have to talk to me today. My skin is so so bad that my mood is just absolutely disgusting. I feel so ugly and crappy. Wah wah wah.

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spookyloop: My lips are saying a silent prayerFor giving me...

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spookyloop:

My lips are saying a silent prayer
For giving me eternal life
A lot of bites and bloody kisses
Taking me from this world

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I haven’t smoked in… 10 days. Feel very proud !

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I haven’t smoked in… 10 days. Feel very proud !

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I need a whole bunch of positive vibes today.

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:02:51 -0400

just wanna curl up in a ball and watch The Office all night. I literally have spoke about 3 full sentences all day.

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Finally watching Season 9 of The Office #expectingtears #crycry...

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Finally watching Season 9 of The Office #expectingtears #crycry #ilovejim

1-40 questions!

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1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
The first time I watched Pulp Fiction, I was in my ex boyfriend’s bed and he asked me to watch it. I wasn’t keen at first but after 5 minutes, I wanted to chain smoke and be Mia Wallace. It’s amazing and I’m so glad he opened my eyes to it! I was 14.
2: Talk about your first kiss.
The first time someone kissed me, on the lips, properly, was my best friend when I was 13, under the skate park ramp. It’s awkward now to think about it as he’s my boyfriends best mate haha.
3: Talk about the person for which you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings.
The most intense relationship I had was with my ex, Dani. He tore me apart in good and bad ways as a person and emotionally. I can’t imagine how I’d be if I hadn’t been with him.
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I have no regrets!
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
My 21st, when my best friends and mum surprised me with cocktails and pizza hut. It was so simple and so lovely.
6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.
I haven’t ever had a bad birthday :)
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
I’m most insecure about my skin, apparently my body still thinks I’m a teenager and my skin is bad most days :(
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
My son, and how he’s growing and changing everyday. I’m forming life basically.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I like the freckles on my back, the way my eyes look when I’m looking at Guy and my dimples.
10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.
I have never had a literal fight because I don’t believe in it. The worst argument I’ve had was with my ex boyfriend, who I almost punched in the face outside a club because he got me so insanely mad.
11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.
Any dream involving Eli Roth and food is a good dream.
12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.
I have a recurring nightmare that my brother gets eaten by a huge gorilla and then it chases me all night. it’s awful.
13: Talk about the first time you had sex.
I was a bit younger than I maybe should have been, but it was a nice experience and something I’m lucky I don’t regret.
14: Talk about a vacation.
I HATE VACATION.
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Saturday night, I’m not going to lie, was quite possibly the happiest I’ve ever been.
16: Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.
My 17th was something else. The last time I saw everyone from school and had absolutely no worries at all.
17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
No one. I’m happy with my beautiful friends and anyone else is just a bonus.
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
I got my first ever detention in Year 5, after I kicked a boy in the shin for putting his hand in my backpack. I had to write lines and I didn’t know what to write so I wrote “I shouldn’t kick boys for being stupid” and got in even more trouble. haha
19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
middle school isn’t a thing here
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
I spent a two hour physical education lesson, sat on the floor smoking with my best school friend. I hated PE
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
I had to explain to my friends brother that he didn’t know me very well and that it probably wouldn’t work out. It came out of nowhere though!
22: Talk about your worst fear.
My worst fear is the dark. But something I can explain is deep water/open water. I haven’t been in the sea in a very long time.
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
It’s never happened.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
If someone is proud of me, that means everything to me. Not many people have ever said it.
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
I’m friends with the same people I’ve always been friends with. I don’t tend to make new friends or fall out with people. We’ve been a tight knit group for many many years.
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
Curl up in a ball and wait for food to be brought to me. I WISH. usually I just have to get on with my day!
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.
I have a thing for shoulders/backs and the bigger they are, the better. So you can imagine my delight with my boyfriend who’s sooooooooo beautifully tall and big shouldered and guhhhh. so hot.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
I like being spanked and I like being choked.
29: Talk about what turns you on.
The list is endless, honestly, when Guy touches me anywhere, or when I’m in his car, or just standing next to him sometimes. I can’t put it into words.
30: Talk about what turns you off.
Long nails. and wearing socks in bed.
31: Talk about what you think death is like.
I think death is like a quiet rest. I like to think your soul goes somewhere with your family (sort of like Heaven but without the rules!) and that your body is just calm and quiet and empty.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
There was a big field behind an old house we lived in, where me and my brothers would explore for frogs.
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
I cry, I eat, I text and I watch sad films/listen to sad songs.
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.
Having Finn, childbirth is no joke.
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Procrastinating.
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
I like Glee, chocolate, really bad films and painting boys toe nails.
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
I thought I was in love with this one boy, who used my heart like a punch bag. He literally used me constantly and dropped me in a heartbeat. I let him do that, on and off for about 5 years. And I hate myself for ever letting him in my life.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
“Shot for Me”, “Take Care of You”, “Mirrors” and “Thinking about you” remind me of Guy.
“Chemicals React” reminds me of Callum! and “Love Shy” reminds me of Leah haha!
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
I wish I’d known how to be polite and always keep my eyes open and mind open. I used to be so defensive and difficult to people because I just didn’t understand. I wish I could talk to young Liv and sort her right out.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
All I have right now is beginnings and happiness and hope. No need to talk about ends.

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stfumadison: Bettie Page

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stfumadison:

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My older brother just tweeted me (how modern)

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spookyloop: My lips are saying a silent prayerFor giving me...

I haven’t smoked in… 10 days. Feel very proud !

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I need a whole bunch of positive vibes today.

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Finally watching Season 9 of The Office #expectingtears #crycry...

1-40 questions!

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stfumadison: Bettie Page

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